about time for another post...

...me thinks.This one goes against the grain of me constantly sending out happy little vibes across the water along the lines of 'as long as you are happy'It was inspired by hearing the song rather than thinking the thoughts/seeing yet another 'I don't really want to be here' interview.Its one of those songs that has munerous possible fics within it I think...Disclaimed as always. Disclaimer in user profile.‘…Standing in the spotlightI bought myself a grey guitarWhen everybody loves me, I will never be lonely…’‘Mr Jones’ Counting CrowsI had it all.The solo deal, the solo album. The *platinum* album.Top ten hits, saturation airplay.Sold out tour, fans screaming my name night after night.The placards, the letters, the marriage proposals.First class travel.Limos, awards shows, A.R.I.A.s by the wall full.International recognition.My pick of producers.A home in the States.Shelves full of Star Wars paraphernalia. A light saber.Lyric checked in the movie.The gang even brought me a guitar for my birthday.Everybody loves me.So why then, standing on this stage, standing in the spotlight, do I feel so lonely?